The Healer Wants to Debate

A poem by Jess Semaan

Israel strikes an ambulance

But the healer wants to debate

About the accuracy of a border

About a date

About a book reference

The healer wants peace

I wonder where has he known peace

Amongst the bodies of helpless, frail citizens

Barely breathing

Under the tunnel of his city

He looks away

But is he at peace

He wakes up at 6 AM to meditate

Is he at peace

What thoughts roam through his head?

Is he hard on himself?

Is he lonely?

I read about Attiya

He was a November Scorpio

On his 14th birthday, he was shot by a sniper

Unarmed, he was unarmed

He was paralyzed

He did not die

That day

He was killed

Yesterday

In an airstrike

The killers have no names

Attiya died the second time

Did the healer know how people die in Ghaza

Attiya wanted his best friend to visit

Attiya wanted his mother not to worry

Was Attiya at peace?

Who will remember the chuckle in his laugh

The color of his eyes when they are touched by the sun

The healer wakes up at 6 AM

Burns sage

Is he at peace?

I have never known peace in the United States

Last week a mass shooting

Tomorrow insurance won’t cover your hysterectomy

The other day I paid taxes to fund a genocide

Did the healer ever need

A visa to a country?

The healer says he is doing God’s work

Perhaps God doesn’t want his work

God wants a ceasefire

God wants him to know there is never peace where there is theft

There will never be peace for Attiya’s mother

Israel strikes a hospital